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dreams i have had
it’s not easy saying goodbye. some days, i don’t hurt as much. others, i hurt a lot. i get scared, because goodbyes have always been hard for me. goodbyes have been final. they have meant the end. you...
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The Invisible War
There is a burning inside of me, anxiety, all of the time. I try to make my way through the days, try to put one foot in front of the other, and I think that I look okay on the … Continue reading →
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Fix Me, Dr.
I started counseling again yesterday. I don’t know what I expect to gain here, as my insurance only covers 12 sessions, but I knew that I needed to try. She told me that she wanted me to write down...
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Abnormal Depression, In This Ordinary World
What has happened to it all? Crazy, some are saying. Where is the life that I recognize? Gone away. But I won’t cry for yesterday, there’s an ordinary world, somehow I have to find. And as I try to...
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Panic Attack
It starts with a tingle, a slight burn in my stomach, and twinge of confusion in my head. And I know that the panic is going to surface, and I know that I am going to lose all fucking control, …...
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A while
It has been awhile, there is no doubt. Just wanted to say, I’m here. I am here. But silent. Hiding. Lurking in the shadows. Waiting for something an epiphany a vision an inspirational song to get me...
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Shining Star
i think i like the way it feels to know that this is the end. even though you tell me it’s just the beginning. tell me when i die you will throw my ashes out into the ocean but save … Continue reading →
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Thankful.
I will not deny it, things haven’t been so easy as of late. I seem to have slipped into some kind of comfortable sadness; some form of loving loneliness. This is how things used to be, not how they...
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A Different Kind of Person
I used to be a different kind of person. I was broke and tired, I was running on pure desperation. My conscience was hidden underneath layers of cold; under layers of sadness that were stale and hard....
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And I Felt
Haunt my thoughts my dreams my heart my soul Until the very blood in my veins drips with darkness. Suffocated in times past I cannot run I cannot hide I cannot hold my breath It is there always there...
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